CrossFit
5/30/12
Grace and Peace Friends,
Over a year ago, I was attending an event alongside this gym
in Durham. As I watched this group of people rowing together and then running
together, it completely intrigued me. I decided to look into it and it turned
out to be CrossFit Durham.
CrossFit has three pillars to its exercise philosophy. One
is “ fully functional.” The exercises that we do in CrossFit, mimic functional
movement from squatting to running to even the dreaded burpees.
Two is “high intensity.” It is better to be intense for a shorter period of
time then to go for a long time with less intensity. Three is “constantly
varied.” The element of change keeps your body (and mind) engaged. So, I started their CrossFit Boot Camp and I
have since learned many things about their program and about myself.
The first day of bootcamp I woke up at 4am, absolutely
nervous. I felt like I was in elementary school gym class again and all those
fears of mockery, rejection, and inability resurfaced. But one of my life’s cry
has been “Lord, let me experience that which I fear so that it will not have a
hold on me.” Golly, this life of faith is just not always easy!
That first day… I thought I would die. But I knew I had to
conquer my fear so I have kept up with it for over a year now and it’s become a
part of my lifestyle. One of the first benefits was the I was able to make a
complete recover from having my Achilles tendon surgery. Two, besides
feeling better, there are several things that I have learned along the way.
One: there’s a difference between being fast and strong. As
much as I don’t want to admit it, I am one of the slowest people in the class.
Every session I have to fight the feeling of inadequacies because of my
slowness. However the other day I realized I had other qualities. We were doing
10 rounds of 10 kettle bell swings and 100 meter run. My kettle bell swings are
with 35 lbs. and our coach told me I could increase the weight. Though most of
my classmates sped through the exercise, I was carrying more kettle bell weight
that they were. The reality is, I don’t need to compare. We all have our individual
strengths and the goal is fitness, not beating others. We all have different
assets and I may not be good at the most obvious one but it doesn’t negate the
other areas that I am strong. I can celebrate my successes even if they are
different from most everyone else.
Two: we had a work-out that we were warned before-hand was mostly about mental toughness. The
consequence for breaking the exercise was having to do burpees. I tell you what… I was 100% motivated to not
do burpees! So, I applied myself and I got that exercise done within the
recommended time without doing ANY burpees. But what was fascinating is that a
couple of the top guys in our class completely folded with this exercise. It
took them almost double the time and they struggled like no other exercise we
did before or since then. I realized that it wasn’t just about not doing
burpees that got me through it. I have had to develop mental fortitude to
conquer my fears to just show up for this class. Mental strength really is an important
aspect of sustainable exercise.
Three: I love group class! Why? It helps provide a rhythm
and pace that does not happen when it’s just me. Others can pull out of us what
we cannot always reach within to pull out. But the other day, one of the folks
that I feel comfortable around in the class was absent. And in the spot where those
people normally do their exercises, the top dog in our class decided to make
his station for the day. Can I tell you, it kind of flipped me out and those
feelings of inadequacy swelled up. We were doing a repeat work out to see our
improvement, and I shaved a 1 minute and half off of the routine! Why? Was I
that more fit in a month? Maybe a little. But I think it had to do with
proximity. Instead of gauging my pace with those I feel comfortable with, I was
gauging with someone light years ahead and it pulled something extra out of me.
It made me think: am I willing to go outside of my comfort zone in other areas
of my life to walk with those that are farther ahead than I am? What might
happen if I did that?
Four: I count even if I am not the best. The first few bootcamps
I did on my own and I showed up at 7:18am every time. Then Ashley, our coach,
from her heart said, “Wendy, the class starts at 7:15.” Instantly she
apologized but I was so grateful for that kind rebuke. Why? I could tell it was out of love/care and it
was the first time that I realized that I mattered and that I really was part
of the class. So many times I walk into a room and hope to be invisible and embrace
that underlying belief that I don’t count or matter. But I realized in that
moment, that even in small ways, I do impact others. I have been more on time
since that day than ever before in my life.
Five: I need community. The first few boot camps I attended
as I mentioned, I was late. The mental battles that went on from 6:07am to
6:53am were constant and not always won. But then two things happened. First, my
sister, Jessica joined me at the early morning classes. Second, I received the gift of Nana, who is now my
foster daughter. Jessica calls me every morning to make sure I am awake and
Nana needs to catch her bus just after 7am which gets me to class at 7:12 every
time. Without that relational net, I would still be showing up at 7:18am. I am
grateful.
Six: it’s okay to modify. My tendencies are to be an all or
nothing type of gal. But in our routines, there are some things that I just
truly physically struggle with doing. But instead of condemning myself and not
participating, Ashley will modify the routine for me. And let me tell you, I
still get a big work out. My victories come even in the process.
Seven: It’s important to have a great coach. Ashley has been
the coach for all the bootcamps. Everyone knows my name because of the
frequency with which it is called. However I am grateful because she is
committed to proper form. She wants the best for us which means she is
committed to sharing what I need to hear, not what I want to hear.
Additionally, she has been the one that keeps calling me to another level of
strength. She has a perspective of experience that has helped me to do things I
didn’t know or think I could do.
This experience has been great for me as I normally do not
pursue that which I am inadequate in however I knew I needed a strong exercise
routine so it was worth the pain to conquer this area of my life.
There are so many lessons that can apply to different
spheres in my life. I am grateful for CrossFit.
Wendy
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